SMALL SIDE NOTE:
This journals "kind of writestyle" (you will read what i mean) is more suppost to ment for my accounts NEXT TO NEWGROUNDS. So watchers/people on newgrounds are pretty much not the reason "why" the journal looks like that. So again, you guys are fine ;)
Well, august baby and what can i say. lets get over some topics which i reeeeeeeaaallly like to roll over my tongue~
1. Im about to leave - e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e.
Yes. this is not a joke.
I asked for help and i ended up in a room of greedy people who didnt even have the 10 bucks to help someone to ask and offerd a handcrafted game with nsfw stuff in it. I know people want it, i saw on all my pages the interest -is- there since they asked me "WHEN IT IS FREE"!
You know how that feels~?
Its like you create something as "reward" for people who really help me out and people give a crap about the whole situation. I saw people on FA and co which asked for a LOT money for reasons which are far more idiotic then mine which actually was really a think of help - oddly THOSE got money and me? Well, let me tell you...
2. NOONE GAVE A DANG
Thats right. noone. not a SINGLE one. i got nothing, no money, no copy from StarVixen was given anywhere to anyone...OH NO WAIT!
There was actually ONE, yes, ONE person on IB (and he also has a FA) which gave me a huge amount of money which i cant thank enough about it. I dont wanna make this said person look mad or i dont wanna call this person out but, being a fair man, this said person barely even know my stuff and art but still gave me a huge amout of money i am really thankful for. this actually, THIS SINGLE PERSON, helps me a lot getting my new PC i need "very soon".
Oh and to be sure, i sure shamed myself since it was just this single person who gave me such huge amount of money. i dont wanna say the exact amout but lets say it was sure so much, MORE then i get in a month, just so YOU GUYS who asks me "when the game is free" knows.
Im kinda sorry im a bit "in rage" here but, im honest here, shame yourselves at least a bit.
3. As for my good watchers! Something for ya :D
I have some watchers which follow me now a long time and actually care what i do. they might did not support me with money but with a feeling and the comments n stuff which let me know im creating something which is really worth doing.
As i so often said, i never ask for fame. if i ask for something, it would be respect for what im doing.
Yes, im not a mainstream freaking krystal and renamon titty furry fag artist, i do my own sheat. I draw Spy vs Spy, i draw Lemmings, i create games, i create music i love and like, i make pictures from me with a he-man wig, i do all the shit i want.
Im not born to be 1 single voice in the crowd, i want to be -A- voice in the crowd. Im not a fuqin yiff artist which creates OCS which get layed by nearly everything. i "create" figures which have a life and a romanic and like to tease and if they have a intim moment, it is a lovely one, not a rape one.
As for all my watchers here again, i say thanks and i want that all my watchers which actually read that, write me please a note.
write me a note with 3 details from my characters, 3 different ones, and why you like or love or how you know about this details. Just for the fun of it. I will read those notes and will add something in return IF i like them/they are correct since you guys are also worth it, you guys were the reasons i keep so long going and doing this and you deserve it.
4. OH BOY NOW COMES THE PART EVERYONE WAS WAITING FOR: "WHEN WILL BE STARVIXEN FOR FREE?!"
As i said, i QUOTE:
"WILL THE GAME BE FREE TO PLAY SINCE IM "A POOR BASTARD" AND CANT EFFORT IT RIGHT NOW!?
"Yes" but not right now."
Major look up two things here:
First i wrote yes with "" and i used the word "POOR BASTARD". Im actually thinking to release a so called "poor bastard edition" which makes the game very unfair next to the version my other people will get for free. HEY! i am in rage mode and, for real, creating a game which was normaly there to thank people got smashed with the question when it will be free, do you think such think feels good~?
Im srs here, i thought about to release the game very soon or at least as soon as i get the money i need. i got for sure now from this said single person a lot money and now i "could" say "the game will be for free". first, i think i wait a bit after all. Yes, the game is finished, just fixing some stuff here and there in the last days, but, like for real?
I think i will release the game for free, the full version (yes, i think it sure would be a dick move to create a "poor bastard edition"...but that doesnt mean i DONT keep it in mind~) at the end of next week or at least the end of this month, depending how thinks work out for me.
5. ART AND NEW STUFF.
Well, since noone really gives a crap about as long as i dont draw any known character, fuck it i say it anyways what im about to work on.
- Another picture with Lemina. i have something in mind which is just to cute.
- A cosplay picture with someone, i dont tell which cosplay~
- A Spy vs Spy picture i guess
- another Re-Drawn! picture
- The picture pose from Starvixen for Krystal (yea, "krystal tittys")
Anyways, what ever i would say now here, fuck it. who cares, right?