https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILteQLUFuW0

Welp after (nearly) THAT month is over, its astonishing what stuff happend over this one. Let me count some stuff up so yu guys see that, sometimes, if i come up with new "ID" pictures and like, they sometimes have a deeper meaning than you might think or guess - or why the way to look at stuff is like "why the f is my eye twitching THAT hard right now?"

*ahem* Shall we~?

- First of all, i had a talk with another artist on NG. This artist is not artist in the way you think it is, its stealing content from others, uses them to promote her Youtube, uses copyrighted characters for their patreon and worst of all, she thinks shes better than anyone else, marking people and giving them "no rights" to say something if youre "not known".

OH BOY! That sounds like a great start already right? XD

Look, people with this ratio of an ego cant be taken real, i know that, but it still hurts if those people "try". As sample, she counted up how many followers n sheat she has but again, i checked and she even used videos and shorts which are created from OTHER, better known artists - so yes, basically shes stealing content and than tries to mark and mock other peoples down. Logic much :3

Im not naming her here "right now" buuuuuuuut lets say if you know about NG and what i talked about, you might now anyway *coughs*

Im not upset about it but already that kind of "talk" let me think about how people dont get it sometimes how "art" or "artists" work.

Stealing other peoples content, creations and like doesnt make you and artist. "You" will always be 2nd because you try to hunt something the original artist of your "art" doesnt create BUT has: fame and money. YOU in the other hand only try to get a piece of the whole action. If you think you draw/similar and got followers, jokes on you. The people which follow you wanna see only more from the characters they like to see, NOT your art. If they would follow YOU for YOUR art and YOUR creations, you could earn a dime with only YOUR creations - said ORIGINAL creators of the content YOU use actually have and YOU dont.

This is a reason why i dont try to use copyrighted content to much - or at least dont try to use something without permissions which isnt mine. Sure, again, i do have my characters like Lemina and the Spies Ms Fire and Fuse which are clearly based on an original counterpart - but they are B A S E D on something, literally fan characters and (SO FAR) i never used them to earn a dime or something with them.

Do i maybe try to excuse myself with that now? Take it as you want but, its a different pair of shoes if you "use" something because you enjoy it and its a childhood memory or you "USE" something only because you wanna earn money with it. Give it a minute to think about.

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The other thing i had was this years..."pride month" in some way...*shivers*

You might noticed that i had a look-out (so to speak) from my FA account for a week. Without going into deep details (because 1. i dont wanna roll up the whole thing again and 2. i just dont wanna tell to much) here but the thing IS...

As of late it feels like FA, as for the one sample, is less and less welcoming, so to say, to people OUTSIDE of "the" spectrum.

People which follow me or even take a tour over my profile, as for a REAL good sample, know some things already:

- Im straight

- I dont mind other sexualities because i dont "care" about it

- I do have a lot stories about sexualites in the past - some good some worse (that said: i DO have samples and prooves of that in some of my galleries IF needed)

AND a small disclaimer before i go it: What i gona try to say can and sure will be missunderstood by some people. This will not 100% my intention but marking down that im also not PERFECTLY SPEAKING english because im from germany is ONE thing to take note for and that i dont call myself a "homophobe" or similar. PLEASE read the words clearly before you go "pissed off" mode or ask me should be something NOT CLEAR or MISSUNDERSTOOD, Ok? (I already feel wierd writting a disclaimer for that part but yea) - SHOULD i DO break a Rule/COC or similar, i didnt want to nor is it my intention. I tired to read them (of the FA page) and dont wanna create a movement, hurt someone, creating an opinion, etc. I hope you guys know what i mean and TAKE YOUR TIME to understand "what" i try to actually tell here. This will sure also be a wall of text so dont just "fly" over it and complain later about something only read 30% of wile the other 70% you missed actually explain the situation and "why".

Thanks in advance.

*ahem*

I think the biggest problem is that pride month isnt anymore "that" what is suppost to be.

I have friends which are on the spectrum from gays, bisexual to lesbians and even trans people which are all great people and i hang with them around, some IRL and some in Discord and like. Its really nice to talk about such stuff with such people because its not just nice to hear the "other point of view" but hear the struggles and stories. Sharing is caring and i do care of my friends and they are here for me as well when ever i ask them.

The problem "IS" though that all of them seem from another, how do i say that..., "generation". Some even as old as me or even a bit older. They look at pride month with a different point of view here, mostly, so i would say, in the same way I do - MOSTLY because they also "had" to and still do it up to this day.

For that kind of generation (i have no other word for that right now, excuse me) i got a video or clip which i will use because it explains the thing pretty well (so i think) how my friend and I think about this whole situation - said here, its in german and finding something "similar" in english...ouch, give me a break. If you can translate that it might help others understand:

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/oVFihQbPBAA

(thanks to a friend of me for sharing this one)

If i would try to "sum up" this video clip is that me and most of my friends are people which are maybe clearly "out of touch" with the next generation (im sure that people would call us nowadays) but my friends were from the roots of this whole movement, the core, the base like the "pink corner" or "bi but not different". I know (and heard them talk about) that some were going to talk to their bosses, going out of the streets and W E R E righting for their equal rights, to be respected and didnt feel excluded from the whole system of the so called "normal people". They fought and helped building up the situation that people like them are equally handled like "normal" people and that they dont be the outsiders anymore for "what" they are. They got respected at the end (at least most of them "are") for that they are - because they did it the right way.

They wanted to be equal.

And i think that tries this video (AND ME) to tell you people. Listen, this is sure not an excuse here and im sure some people already be like "what a bigot" "this is breaking COC of this side stop NOW!" and sure more stuff and words which DO hurt at least my side. Yes, Now the whole situation in this pride spectrum feels like changed, not only like because of the whole "fighting for your rights thing" but more because people seem really to forget for what pride month "was" intended for. For the people to be equal, not to be outsiders anymore, to be handled the same as anybody else, all that.

But if you look to my friends and all the samples i said, most of my friends are not members of this whole LGBQ+ (sorry i dont know the actual name of it right now) side. Again, they are maybe from a different sexuality and gender point but feel like the side, the movment itself, misses the point nowadays "what" pride month was for.

And i even got that, as for one real life story of mine, i DID infact fought for someones rights infront of their bosses building, as STRAIGHT person for a friend of mine which was GAY so keep that please in mind. Long story short, i did that because i wanted his boss to handle him like anyone else in this building, he shouldnt care if he was gay because in his job, that doesnt and SHOULDNT matter - and glady for my old friend, he won and we are both proud of what we did up to this day (you know how i mean that i hope). He surly felt equal now with his co-workers. He got the same threadment like anyone else now, he wasnt anymore the outsider or something. He was "one" with the others and felt like he was good there now.

And this is the problem nowadays not just my friends and I have, A lot others - and i really really MEAN a lot here in germany as well - see that such people in the said LGBQ+-wing feel like they dont "want" to be "equal" anymore but actually special and standing literally OVER the others, and not equal WITH THEM on the same area or "level" (so to speak).

They use words which ARE intended to hurt or mark others (even if they dont count as "slur") with a different opinion like said "Bigot", mark them as different or "problem of the system" - even calling outs the said older members (like my friends) which DID fight for their rights back in the day to actually work "TOGETHER" with the crowd and NOT working against them as they feel a lot LGBQ+ people actually DO AND ACT like nowadays with problems like gendering, over-compliecating sexuality systems and morking peoples opinion down by remarking them and/or similar.

AND THE BIGGEST PROBLEM IS: They are doing it by themselves but blaming others.

Look, if you are (sample!) a trans man and want to be respected for what you are, There is no problem with that. I dont mind it nor SHOULD others. You are what you are no matter if youre male, female or other, different gender, what ever race, religion or what ever - at the end we are all human and shouldnt be different at all, right (i really hope i made this point here clear what i mean or try to say here, dont take it out of context)?

Though,

if you "WANT" to be different handled BECAUSE you are what you are, that is a different story to be taken. You dont want to be equally handled anymore but different and special of how or what you are. You try to create a line here, a "wall" (basically) others tried to fight against (with and for) to "be" created, which makes you different BECAUSE you "think" you ARE different from the rest, calling yourself "trans man" and everyone with a different opinion is a "bigot" and you only stay with your "quier" (is that how you write that? Im really sorry i dont know ^^;) people, differentiate yourself AND this people FROM the people which DO try to respect you for what you are but marking them down for what they actually try.

There is a differance to be make here and i try to stay with/go with the sample (here said i tried to fidn the rights word for it, bare with me):

If you ARE a trans man and you ARE in the situation you a badly treated because of "what" you are...

- It IS your right to fight for your own rights to be handled/treated equally like anyone else, noone should mind "what" you are because its your business, not theirs. You shouldnt be remarked because of what or who you are, everyone is a human and should be handled/treated the same way like you would treat the person next to you in a good way.

- It is NOT your right to blame others if you think you are different handled because of what you are if you want to be handled actually different than the rest BECAUSE of "what" you are (and just because of they dont know as well). You are creating a distance and build up a wall around yourself here and not others you try to blame for. You want to be differently treat because "you" think you are different and deserve it, which is wrong and creates this whole problem we are in right now and i try to talk about.

This is the point i try to explain here and i sadly dont have a good sample for that in that region but another would be: Look at the USA people over there. they say "GOD SAVE AMERICA" and its ok, France is like "VIVA LA FRANCE!" but now look at people in germany. If someone over here says "IM PROUD TO BE GERMAN", which is basically the equal saying to what USA, France and co says, people mark such german people Na*is. Here is the problem: Saying that doesnt mean automatically youre one. there is a differ to make, a big one which a lot dont see or understand: the differ of nationalism and patriotism.

Saying im proud of germany is patriotism in the first meaning, not nationalism.

(did i really went into this...i think i went offtopic here for a min...?)

So basically what i try to say is, to sum and shorten it up, youre right to fight for your rights to be with everyone else. you can still feel special for what you are but you shouldnt treat others like you stand over them. This can also be called out as "King-syndrome" if you want (not actually but im sure you get the drift here) because mostly if you try to talk to such people, they really "do" think they stand out about the rest and if you try to talk to them or call them out, they play the role of a victim (looking at people which dont really care to read that and have their fingers already on the "Bigot" remark as one sample). If you think youre better than a straight person, you are creating the differ. If you think youre better than anyone else, you creating the differ. Equallity begins with you, everyone should be equally handled and treaten on this whole world, no matter who or what you are.

...Next to this, can we talk about a moment that the whole pride month is losing its meaning not only because of that people but also because it feels like its used for commercial WAY to much? I mean again i get it if you stand your ground and support such people, which is the right thing to do and should be respected and im really glad if people do that...

but people in germany at least here feel like...whats the word...let me try..."overextend" it to much, like...how to say, WAY over the top. Its not that some things are wrong...i dont even know how i can discripe that but im sure, at least my german fellows, know what i try to say here ^^; so dont mind this if you dont understand but as of late, pride month feels over here in germany like valentines day and gets basically commercially "raped" so to say (again, talking about the commercial corners here).

AND because im sure this was now a wall of text and i M I G H T lose the one or other page because people think i "f ed" a rule over: you can find me on my other accounts here: https://watheanum.carrd.co/

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Last but not least, after that wall drop, lets go to another topic of mine which i got problems over this month - which are actual ideas for my art.

As you might noticed, i began this month with lesser drawn characters of mine and tried to get this theme somewhat going. Though, as of late im really really running low on ideas for some. I do have some cute (and sexy) poses but i duno which characters you would like to see from me. In that case, it would be nice to hear some suggestions like who you wanna see - maybe my characters or an original character like Krystal (...) or Renamon or what/who ever. I will take a moment to think about collected ideas and see what i can do. 

As of late, i had not really the urge or feeling to write a journal or what ever.

Today i thought i srsly should but than i still duno about what... So should i just write some jimmy jammy? I duno, i feel odd and off right now.

Lets try to create some topic lines, maybe that helps...

So...hm...

- Art

Yea, as for art, you might saw i draw right now some characters of mine which went silent the days i did draw my furiotic pictures. I will return to my main characters but...i feel like i need to change something. I "Do" have some ideas i will draw soon-ish but than im a bit blank there. Some ideas with Faly, some others and than, i will see.

I might go more into the fun and clean stuff again because, lets be honest, i think i went into the mature stuff a bit to hard...or "to much" if you wanna say. Its not that i hate mature stuff, me like woman, me do like pin-ups of course so dont get me wrong here lols. Its more that, as of late, i feel like im getting BOMBED with mature stuff everywhere - and pride month isnt really helping (at least the NOWADAYS pride month...arg...).

So yea, i duno, i know i KNOW i did say it so often, i began to stop counting but yea, i might change some things with my art again for more clean stuff. im not sure. we sure will see.

- Games

Well as for games, i have none i work on. non "right NOW". this doesnt mean i have an idea i think off.

Does someone remember cannon fodder~?

- Feelin n stuff

I... i actually dont know tbh. I feel off. kinda empty as of late. I either have emotionally problems, feel like left alone or i have other problems.

Even money wise, i got a bit of money, used it for some stuff i wanted, needed and like but than end up with some smaller money problems. Its not like i wasted the said money i got but i feel like something is off. I did set my priorities to the stuff i DID need and got that, i still feel like im worried that i will have some food on the table the next day... i srsly duno.

Even Faly (our SL one lols) as of late feels not to well. I really need to look after her a bit.

Yea...i think this is it for now...i duno tbh.

This legit shows me that neither "gamers" nor fans can be taken real anymore.

For some backstory, The new Switch 2 (lazy ass name tbh) from nintendo was said to be out soon with a pricetag of around ~450 bucks but if you buy it with the new incomming Mario Kart, it will be 500.

This sounds "ok" for a console price - at least NoWaDaYs - but as Nintendo tried to "show off", the new Switch 2 isnt better than the PS4, a console yet already 12 old.

No HD - only on handheld mode, New games will not be able to run on the already outdated hardware like having way to less RAM inside (so people which thought Monster Hunter WILD will come to that thing, forget it.), 256 GB harddrive (other consoles have already 500 at least...), NO OLED screen but the same OLD LCD screen and more.

So people were already, lets say, "sceptical" about that... but the real bomb was not the console which was already outdated, no, no...

the real bomb were the game and additional tool prices.

- a normal digital version from a game goes for 80 bucks at least.

- the normal, standard "hardcover" versions are 90 bucks - but those come as barebones as literally just a plastic cover + printed cover and nothing more than a chipcard in it which doesnt even HAVE the game on it but a download-key which let you download and play the game digital - than why the F do you even SELL such hardcover versions anyway?

- Extra tools like controllers are in the same price rate with at least like 90+ bucks. NORMAL controllers, no super duper extra versions, normal ones.

And here we are.

The tag line i was reading was srsly

"NINTENDO SWITCH 2 Preorders SOLD OUT in 1 HOUR"

What should we even believe in today if people which go literally in rage mode, complain weeks and weeks over prices and that nintendo is basically using its name-fame to do this and people still preorder their stuff, full price, KNOWING of what WILL happen...and some are even going the extra mile and go with "option 2" and pay 700+ bucks for that.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/kpHYCBziJrQ

If you thought PC gaming was expensive (which it still is) or you could go to shrug that one off and go play on your xbox or PS5, boi do i have news for you...

"who am i to judge if character development is lately only judged by how big the melons and hips are, right?

Right?

Right."

That was a comment i made lately which brought a stone rollin.

Im serious to say that since at least the last 5-3 years, character development between artists feel like its getting worse and worse. insteed of great looking characters with detail, backstory and like, we getting oversized monster-mini-mashed and totally oversized characters which are created for one thing only: sexability.

No offense, I cant show a sample here - but at this point and time im sure people saw and know what im talking about.

A lot characters (again, "as of late") look like they could be created by the same person. NOT drawn maybe but created.

Big hips? Boobs as the size of the whole body? bimbofied? Maybe shortstacked?

Yea, as of late, a lot - and i mean a L O T - artists to draw their characters that way and im sure not just me could be counting up at least 2 hands full of artists which do that "as of late".

This is not wrong if you do it "for" said purpose... IF some of the characters WOULD actually be "USED" for that purpose as well because some of the charcters were actually "changed" into said style or are still kinda used to resamble something like a "character" which doesnt fit at all anymore into the story which they "were" in or are trying to be told "with" them.

If i use a shortstacked, oversized, oversexualised character for a story this character sure doesnt "suit" into the theme the story "wants" to be told, it feels WAY off.

"This" can be handled if done right but, again (and srsly, come on...), "Those creations" are not created for that but literally for fanservice only.

Another problem is if people not just do it with "their" creations but also imply it on other, copyrighted characters like Lola or Renamon.

I never get pictures out of my brain. i saw THINGS i didnt want to...

I would L O V E to show and name samples but not only do i hold myself back not to do so, im sure on the pages im posting this journal, it would count as name-shaming but than again, i would L O V E to see comments about that and what you think about this whole situation. I understand that i might be in a boat that my characters are as of late drawn with to much nudity for sure and even i said to myself, i wanna fix that but imagen i would also have changed their proportions to..."those" things...urg...

So yea, leave a comment and we can have a nice talk n shit about that.

I know you dont name-shame and im sure at this case, it doesnt count anyway.

But i have to be serious here:

https://www.deviantart.com/furzone1

This Guy is creating AI art. From Copyrighted characters.

This might be not a great deal for now because lets face it, DA is overrunned by this sheat anyway...

but...

Here is the deal:

Said guy is also selling this AI copyrighted characters...

as ADOPTS.

And i thought patreon artists which uses copyrighted characters were bad but this is literally next level.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsKyxkfj8ak

Welp with Febuary over, Lemmings month is also done.

Being honest, im a bit disapointed. I had sadly not the time for it as i thought and the people i messaged seem have forgot about it as well...

Again, i cant force people to join in but its still a bit disapointing - MORE disapointing is that i wrote 20+ people and maybe only 4 answerd. I know that sometimes, people get a lot notes but, come on, i can see you "opend" the IM, at least write back ok?

Anyways, as i said, im only disapointed but not mad, i dont force people to join this little thing since its for pur fun :3 Im still glad for the people which enjoy my stuff and the month overall with the Lemmings theme ^^

As other side note, this month is another "hard" month for me for 3 things mostly:

- First will be most importantly my health problems. I have a lot things in schedule this month about that at all (going to the doctor, driving from A to B, getting stuff checked, going from one doctor to the other one at the same day, etc) which leaves me to the next problem.

- Time.

Like nearly last month, with all the stuff n schedule going on, i will not have a lot time to "do" stuff. So i might will not be able to draw or work on stuff i normally "wanted" to sadly. :c

- Money.

Yes, this month WILL be hard for me money wise. Medicin is expensive - and doctors also want their money. Next to this, my Personal ID needs to be updated this month as well which will also take a HUGE bite out of my wallet (i still duno why you HAVE to pay for something "that" much which is basically your duty to have with you here in germany but hey, stupid laws are stupid laws) which i totally forgot about, gladly a friend reminded me so no worries there, i do it in time but...yea, shits expensive.

Without "begging" for money im just telling it how it is that baaaaasically i think i will not even be able to run this month with 300€ this month heh ^^; which means i can get at least my fridge full with that but else? Yea... ^^; seems like only "FOOD" this month and nothing else XD

I had worse but eh, i hope i can make it, else i pull ma belt a bit :3

But yea, thats all for now! :D im glad people enjoyed Lemmings month. As for this month, IF i have the time for that, i sure need to draw my Lynx Lady next since, yea guess what, its THIS day already, again! haha XD back to back right? :3

Next up, i "wanna" try to draw some other nice pin-ups but also wanna draw some Spy Vs Spy pictures to calm myself at this really busy month (at least for me).

...oh well i guess ^^ Hope everyone else is doing alright! :D

Leave a comment if you have questions ;3

EDIT!

OH i forgot!

Last month i updated my main Carrd-page a bit so it looks now a bit more updated n fancy. hope you enjoy ^^;

https://watheanum.carrd.co/

Being honest here, i know might ruin this for some people but as of late, "such" days dont feel like they are "magicial" anymore.

Valentines day was for me always a big one.

In every store, they are selling their "love" shit like there is no other day to show someone you actually love them - like the OTHER 364 days in the year.

Again, no offense, but i can show my beloved one every day how much i love them. There is no need for me to put it all on one day or show the store my money only to by overpriced heart-shaped chocolate or similar.

maybe im growing to old but lets face it, the older we get, the less magicial do such "events" feel, same with side things so it feels...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1G01KAcC38

WELP!

After my latest picture with my lucky lynx lady (say that 5 times in the row~ XD), i sure began already putting my mind into the game of this years LEMMINGS MONTH!

Sad stuff first though ^^;

From the Notes i sended to advertise said Lemmings month, not many answerd, sadly :c Only "some" said they would do something for Lemmings month but again: you cant force them to draw something they might dont want and Lemmings are sadly not Blue - well they dont have blue fur~ (Yep, thats a hint hahahaha ~~~)

But than again, you can always go with another "nail" for art so that people "fall" for it (another hint for sure XD). :3

Well than, more to do for me! ^^

As usual, that means from now on i draw for the month only Lemmings to go with the full theme of this month of course.

I got also very often a question asked from a LOT people as of late :3

"But...but whyyyy thouuuuugh?"

Why i draw Lemmings? for some reasons.

For one, i love nostalgia and for the second, i like lemmings for sure. For me, as i said a journal before, Its a childhood memory and i try to share that with the people which grew up around my time-line which would be 80s/late 80s/early 90s era.

I dont draw or do that for money NOR do i do that to "promote" myself unlike others. I sure could make that whole thing a "me" thing but thats not why i try to create and use said month to promote nostalgia.

Sure, i could change thinks like making a pricepool or something but than i think people would only and only do it for the money and thats not what the message should be.

As i hinted, Lemmings are sure not everybodies cup of tea but i dont like if people ask me oh so often "why" i draw them - I could also ask you "WHY" you draw Krystal and i can tell you for sure not even 60% of the people which use and draw Krystal know her originals or played one of the games shes in ever so about that.

So

With that all said, i dont wanna fall into a "rent mode". I try to share nostalgia and fun here so as i said before, people are free to join if they sure want to. I know for sure at least SOME people got the message and im really very glad about that ^^ You might will see who i asked if you see one of the green-haired people from someone else drawn than me hahahaha ^-

Anyways, stay tuned, take a cup of tea everybody and enjoy LEMMINGS MONTH 2025 hehehe ^^

This is an oddball of journal because normally its Lemmings month and i might go for another journal for THAT one but as of late, i runned into a lot logic things where i was mostly "hinted" and "pointed" at where i mostly, as i am, was like "this feels not just wrong but somehow misses something".

You know, those things.

A sample.

A lot people which create an "18+" account, channel or...you know, something which is for people which are, well, 18+, use this sign here (well or similar):

https://media.istockphoto.com/id/894875560/de/vektor/unter-eighten-verbot-durchgestrichen-zeichen-im-roten-kreis-vektor-icon.jpg?s=612x612&w=0&k=20&c=7qcm8mv7IeMPplDGL0a0tRoElnBQf0YZvGY4GO-TvCw=

The old 18+ crossed-out sign.

...if this account is FOR 18+ members...shouldnt it NOT be crossed out? shouldnt it be more like "if youre BELOW 18, get the f out of here"? I mean...more something like this, IF even:

https://images.emojiterra.com/google/noto-emoji/unicode-16.0/color/1024px/1f51e.png

This is very similar BUT had the most important part in it: if you ARE B E L O W 18, this is not a place for you, easy as that. just using a crossed-out 18+ makes this look out of place and feels more like 18+ people should not be there hahahaha.

...Wile im on this topic i read also stuff on peoples accounts like "Do not interact with my NSFW stuff if you are a minor"

...than...why are you uploading it in the open, in the internet, for everyone, to see, for free, to click on, to download and even more? X´D

No offense there but...its 2025 not 1999 anymore. we are living in the big wild internet times. if you dont "lock your stuff up" than everyone WILL click on it AND will see it. saying stuff like "DONT YOU INTERACT WITH MY STUFF IF YOU ARE LITTLE!" sounds for me TO a little person more like an invite than anything else - next to this, if you wanna something, you will get to it anyway. This was back already in the day with beer or Smokes - people underage wanted them and they always found a way, and the internet doesnt really make it harder to get such stuff anyway so such words doesnt help in the slightest.

I had some other brainfarts as of late but those were some where i was just thinking "why".

Anyway.

I think im just getting old. Time to go and watch some "Juippiki no Neko" again i guess. XD

As of late i noticed my art (and other stuff) is getting vote bombed. What i mean is that normally, i dont get a lot "votes" on my art but as of late, most votes go into the negative - so to speak.

I duno "who" does that but the whole "Voting" on NG is for me a riddle anyway.

You see, im pretty much "unknown" and somehow not scouted anymore - both good for me to be in the background so to say - but again, it seems like as of late some people "found" me and began to downvote my stuff for whatever reason.

So if youre a watcher of mine, and really DO enjoy my stuff (not forcing to no worries), maybe vote my stuff with a honest feedback, mostly said here, feedback will help me more than a vote only. I love to read the comments and reviews and like so i can update and work harder on my things.

Even for my games i make, some people already told me they are "hidden gems" and NG just doesnt know. I mean i dont say my games "are" that good but looking at how some games got frontpaged wile games like Daredevil 2 are basically sitting in the dust.

God i love me my Newgrounds favoritism...