https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIyX1lj6SBM

Okeyyy here we are and were should i begin...

Let be begin where i exactly think the stuff runned down the hallway.

As i said i finally got myself a new PC, which works fine dont worry. The problem seems like that more my Dad didnt like the idea that i got a New PC and "some" of the money from "strangers from the internet" (quoting my dad~).

Since we pretty much are not really "that close" and the last day are...kinda hell here, sometimes. Which more or less means, stress every day.

Ok here i have to finally talk a bit more about the situation:

As i said so often, i have some health problems, making me unable to work which "might" change in spring next year, which also means "moving out" is something i cant effort just by "doing" it. I know i would get some stuff "paid" but its not that easy and way more complex if youre not able to work or have such health problems - and thats what my dad doesnt "WANT" to understand.

Next to this, he also doesnt like what im doing nor does he really care - like my drawing, creating games or like, which feels like he really thinks im just a "useless shit" (trust me he said worse already).

Anyways, right now (past half the month~), its more the "silent stalemate" here and thing are going "slowly" to be normal, i hope.

But wile that is just ONE part of the mess, the other one would be that i also got pretty sick the last day.

I have sleep problems, headache, i cant breath pretty good (cough and sneeze/mild flu), my right ear went NEARLY totally derf - i have a lot problems heh...I love my luck... <<;

But yes, you can pretty much see here i sure wanted to draw something but the last days, i just kissed the bed blanket - i even slept nearly some whole days whats how bad i was feeling.

Nowadays, im still a bit sick and the dad problem doesnt make it any better but i sure try to "survive".

But yea, since october is around the corner rolling - and i give a fuck about "inktober" since im a free thinking person - i have collected some ideas over my sick days in the bed:

- FIRST OF ALL, about some games of mine:

-- Starvixen got a small update some days ago which fixed some intern errors with spawnrates and like (Version 1.0.55). You shouldnt lose your saves (if you know what i mean~~~) so you should download the new version.

-- The work on the new version of Stiff Digging 2 is in the final phase. Well, kinda. My dude works on it and its, right now, mostly just small bugs to fix and stuff to do. The hardest problem might be that it will work not really good on flash or H5 so we might ending up with a full download - WHICH in the end would be still nice since on that base we could do way more with the game - STILL, we dont know yet and i dont spoiler anything here.

AS FOR ART

I have some ideas like

- A Spy vs Spy cosplay picture for the halloween time

- I also thought about i might draw another halloween picture with Lemina, a tiny and cute one. I mean, come on, why not? :D

- Somber, for suuuuure~ :3

- 2 (at least) Re-drawn pictures ^^

So i hope you guys had and will have a better time then me here heh...