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Im kinda sorry for this late journal. Normaly i write every new month a new journal for some status updates n like. It not only helps keep me going, i can tell you guys whats going on at my side and what i could do or i am tring to do.

As for last month, it was kinda a bit of a mess. If i look back at my pictures as one sample, i mostly drawn the more lesser known from my characters so it seems...well and okami X3. I still think it was fun to do so.

As for THIS month, im not quite sure. I have some art ideas but since some weeks i kinda hit a huge wall of being unmotivated. Everything i try to do or wanna do, i somehow dont "wanna" do if it is drawing, gaming, even helping here in the house. I duno WHY but im more or less just sitting here and be fucking bored and dont do a dang thing.

Its not like i feel ill or im lazy, its more like that i duno why i just dont wanna do stuff, what ever it will be in the case of "doing" something.

So said here, i "hope" i feel better soon that i can say what i will do in the (near) future. I have some ideas for art, thats for sure, but i also hope i DRAW them.

Another idea was also that i "might" try to work on a new game, not quite sure yet coz well the "unmotivated" problem but yea, i got some ideas for some stuff i could work on. Since the last problem with the last game i had (the virus attack on my pc...), i make now monthly back ups from my datas so that i dont have TO much loses of something like this should happen to me again. So if i would go and work on a new game i sure would try to make back ups from this as well.

Oh well, i keep you guys in touch if i feel better, i just hope i get my motivation back...