https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrgqZE3J1MA
Srs to say here that, for real, i think, as for me at least, September was so far the most "fucked up" month of the year. Let me count up some samples why:
- Yes, We (Faly and I) made a new Furiotic this month but i had no really fun doing it. The video itself isnt bad becourse you guys cant literally see all the background work but pretty much exactly THOSE were more a "meh, however" for me.
- I just drawn 5 pictures wile you pretty much cant count the one picture anyway (i come back to it in a sec). I got a hard artblock, got no ideas what i could draw OVER the said month and litereally was unmotivated all the time.
- As i finally "got" ideas to do something, i worked on my next game, Daredevil 2, which now hitted a ROADBLOCK coz i need help with Boss sprites. I literally cant finish the game becourse of this, leaving it "on hold" right now which just bugs me like hell coz literally EVERYTHING ELSE i would have left to work on is maybe 2-3 days of work.
- A good friend of mine died of an covid-19 infection. Alone this sucks a lot and made me feel down for the last days (also thats one art for her i have drawn for her, comign back to the said picture you cant count for the normal count).
- Adding some salt "now", a game i enjoyed played over the month got a update today and it seems like it fucked up the launcher. I tried to fix it with some "fix" a guy in the steam forum gave around which literally broke the game for me, so it seems, so that i have to reinstall it right now, downloading about 70 GB, AGAIN, with my slow ass internet of 7mbits/sec. God this feels juuuuust great... (and before someone says or makes a stupid joke about my slow ass internet: 1. we CANT get any faster internet around here 2. it was said YEARS ago already that they will "fix the internet situation" around here and they didnt. so yea, dont blame shits on me for this fuck)
I mean as for October, i gladly got some ideas for art coz most of them will sure be Cosplays for halloween which makes it easier for me to draw coz i have a "theme" to work with. I dont say which ideas but i would say, as so far, some are as the usual like Enderwoman (i hope) and a Spy Vs Spy cosplay picture.
As for my said game, well...yea. As i said, its right now "on hold" coz i need boss sprites. It would be nice if someone would help me out there so i can finish the work on the game. ELSE i cant name a release date or stuff like.
As for anything else, well, i just hope im alright over the next days. i dont feel super good tbh and over all, the situation is kinda meh. Just hoping for the better, i guess...