First of all, thank you all for all your nice comments, condolences and donations. I cant say thanks enough to you all for all the stuff my friends, watchers and you guys did. Its nice to see that still some people exist out there which really wanted to help me so much, offerd their help and more.
Again, i dont blame someone who was not able to donate or did anything else so dont feel ashamed or similar.
But yes, as i said, today was my dads funeral at the graveyard at our small area. We found a really nice place for him and already a place right next to him for my mom since if she dies, she wanna be with him. His Urn went down in his grave with flowers in peace and his closest friends were with our family.
The funeral speaker did also a good job and the funeral was nice and smooth.
Of course, we all cried, mostly my mom, but as the time went by we all understood who we lost and that we had to say our last good bye.
With my dad now in his grave, i feel slightly better - not just for me but as for him. Im sure he found his final rest there in the place he belong, his hometown and his close friends (one of his friends which died some years ago actually has his grave jus a corner around his own grave).
So yes, i think i feel, right now, better. Still sad for sure but better.
So again, thank you all for the help and im glad people did offer it. The donations will today now payed out to my mother so she can pay the costs. Thank you all very much again.