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March is over and i also took some days to write that so that the "silly mood days" are over and i can write down something more serious.
March was for me pretty productive being honest. I drawn a lot art i wanted to draw AND did draw some requests for some (new) friends i found on a server i enjoy to be on lately. The people respect me over there and enjoy my art . Next to this, i found some other nice artists there as well.
So yea, artwise march went super well and i still have ideas for what i can draw in the next days for sure.
Also im super happy i finally finished my game "Daredevil 2". With a (right now) 3.30 on newgrounds, im glad people enjoy it - though it is sad not many people pay really attention to it since it already got called on the servers i advertised it as a "small gem" since it really is that good. I dont like to say "yes it is" but if people say so and the play numbers are not really "that high"...it feels weird for me ^^; Still, im glad i finished it and people can now play it. It took a long time to finish it and, again, thanks for every help i got. I will try to update it maybe in the near future, though as i said so often, i really am in dire need of feedback for that.
So yea, march REALLY was a productive month for me as you saw. finished my biggest game yet and created my own AND requested art...thats a lot right? :3
THOUGH and here comes the important part - this WILL change in the near future.
At the middle of April, i will try to work againĀ - which means i have to try to live my life in a rythm again and i will have less free time. This comes also down to my health problems which i have to work on W I L E i work (or try to work): They didnt got a lot better and i actually suffer more from panic-attacks and similar. This also comes from the situation im in: My mother which i take care off also doesnt feel so well - in fact, right now shes in hospital and im really worried about her since i duno what could happen. I dont think something "super bad" will happen (i dont even wanna say "it" since it feels like i always end up having bad luck with saying something like that...) but i already heard from the doctors that stuff needs to change and she might ends up in something like a "Nursing home" which could be complex to either GET or "pay", depending the whole situation we are in right now.
So right now, im really a bit "stressed" because of all of that and that all this..."stuff" happens nearly at ones. as i said, mom is in hospital, i begin to work soon after easter, etc. So yea...
Basically, expect me to draw not as much for some days as soon as i work (which is around mid april) since i need o fix a lot things in my life right now. I just hope right now everything will be fine as soon as i begin my work in some weeks.
So yea, thats all for now. Just wish me some luck i guess.