https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28--5aEV1Z0

Kinda funny to say, this "song" is basically my brain right now if i try to get "ANY" idea to draw something - im literally like trying hard but cant force myself to get one.

And before i ruin myself and literally DO force myself to draw something, i better take some days and draw something i like and not any half-baked souless art i might dont enjoy doing nor you guys looking at.

With that said, im really in need of some good (and fitting...) ideas. So i will take it a bit "slower" that the art i create will still look good and, as i said, not like half-baked souless art i just shit out for some attention.

Next to this, Faly got in touch with me and we might also create something together soon if i get some days off to "work" on it (thats a hint, take it as you wish~).

Else, whats new?

Well as i said i got my new PC now and it works great. I also try to work on my health and depression problems - in fact i orderd myself a book i got said might helps me, "my black dog" (german title "Mein schwarzer Hund", link here: https://www.amazon.de/dp/3888975379 ). Im not really someone who DOES read a lot but someone told me it might helps me so i thought why not.

Else yea, not much is new. Need to find some ideas and maybe feel a bt better to get back drawing something good. i still have one picture in the making but after that one, its literally riddle time to get a new idea heh ^^;