https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_leOWa4qw9Y

I kinda have to say, in august already happend way to much.

So whats new and worth talking about:

- First of all, for peopel who still dont know, I got my New PC. First, the programs i were using on my old Laptop were not working but i think now it seems to be "fixed". i cant promise it but i THINK they are, which makes drawing for me again worth doing and fun to do.

THE ONLY THING i need is a new monitor now. i got one gifted with my PC but its more like "you can use it". its not bad, sure not but not good for art coz of the size, which will be fixed in september since i will get myself a new one too.

- Over this month, 2 GAMES of mine got or will get a new update:

First of them is actually Starvixen which is right now version 1.0.53

It got some updates for people who doesnt know and you should check them out on the said page and might download the new version:

https://gamejolt.com/games/STarVixen/429323

The other game which pretty much gets a TOTAL overhaul will be Stiff Digging 2 were a good friend of mine, named GlitchyDust, overworked pretty much everything on the whole game. its not done yet but it will have a LOT new stuff to check soon. there IS already a teaser from the new intro which you can check here:

With that said "overhauls & updates" i already got a new idea for another game i might work on some day but right now, honestly, i relax a bit and enjoy my new PC with games like Monster Hutner World or try to fix artistical problems X3

- Said that, ARTWISE i have NO CLUE what i could draw. Normaly i have a tiny letter here with ideas pinned on my wall...but there is none for this month so im really out of ideas.

ONE idea will be a designs overhaul for my Spy Vs Spy characters. I duno how but i might give them a more "detail" change like the old art from "DarkPenguin" - a sample from his art:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1068512/

So i duno if i keep them more classical or go with a style more "fitting" to the one i already draw OR even one mixed up with my regular one - said that, im really not sure.

As for my other characters, as i said i have no clue what i really could draw this month. im really burned out right now since all the stuff change with my lappi and PC and here at home, kinda hitted my health and stressed me out.

I need to relax a bit and might come up with something soon, else i might take some weeks off.

we will see.

Stay tuned!

Well some good and some bad news:

GOOD news are: I got my NEW PC today! WOOOOOOOHOOO! :D No srsly its nice ^^

BAD NEWS: one of my artwork programs doesnt work on the said PC which i NEEDED to draw digital.

Said program was "Picture It! 10" from windows.

So maybe someone knows a good alternative (free) program which i could use insteed? It really would be nice if you could name one and send a link where i also could download it ^^;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcEvK3C1uxY

As for the game im talking about, im talking about my game which you can play on my accounts around the net like on newgrounds here:

As for people who might know and remember, i sure enjoy makign games but sometimes it needs a little help from someone else to create "what" you want. Said that, with a lot coding and artistical help from "Glitchydust" from Newgrounds, Stiff Digging 2 will get a HUGE improved overhaul in MANY ways.

So what was Glitchydust working on and what can i at least tell you without spoilering to much:

- First of all, Falling boulders. that alone will be a huge improvement over the original 1.00 version

- WAY better artstyle. Im srs here that my pixel art-"skills" are not the best so this will be really nice now

- Overall way better movement overhaul

With that said, im glad for Glitchydusts help since he created a better base and helped me not only with the code. He himself is also working on a game, its not finished yet. His Newground account:

 https://glitchydust.newgrounds.com/

So yea, as for the "new versions release date", i dont know and i dont rush it. i just want to say to get ready for a HUGE improved "new" Stiff Digging 2 experience. ;D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHvhps47Lmc

SMALL SIDE NOTE:

This journals "kind of writestyle" (you will read what i mean) is more suppost to ment for my accounts NEXT TO NEWGROUNDS. So watchers/people on newgrounds are pretty much not the reason "why" the journal looks like that. So again, you guys are fine ;)

Well, august baby and what can i say. lets get over some topics which i reeeeeeeaaallly like to roll over my tongue~

1. Im about to leave - e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e.

Yes. this is not a joke.

I asked for help and i ended up in a room of greedy people who didnt even have the 10 bucks to help someone to ask and offerd a handcrafted game with nsfw stuff in it. I know people want it, i saw on all my pages the interest -is- there since they asked me "WHEN IT IS FREE"!

You know how that feels~?

Its like you create something as "reward" for people who really help me out and people give a crap about the whole situation. I saw people on FA and co which asked for a LOT money for reasons which are far more idiotic then mine which actually was really a think of help - oddly THOSE got money and me? Well, let me tell you...

2. NOONE GAVE A DANG

Thats right. noone. not a SINGLE one. i got nothing, no money, no copy from StarVixen was given anywhere to anyone...OH NO WAIT!

There was actually ONE, yes, ONE person on IB (and he also has a FA) which gave me a huge amount of money which i cant thank enough about it. I dont wanna make this said person look mad or i dont wanna call this person out but, being a fair man, this said person barely even know my stuff and art but still gave me a huge amout of money i am really thankful for. this actually, THIS SINGLE PERSON, helps me a lot getting my new PC i need "very soon".

Oh and to be sure, i sure shamed myself since it was just this single person who gave me such huge amount of money. i dont wanna say the exact amout but lets say it was sure so much, MORE then i get in a month, just so YOU GUYS who asks me "when the game is free" knows.

Im kinda sorry im a bit "in rage" here but, im honest here, shame yourselves at least a bit.

3. As for my good watchers! Something for ya :D

I have some watchers which follow me now a long time and actually care what i do. they might did not support me with money but with a feeling and the comments n stuff which let me know im creating something which is really worth doing.

As i so often said, i never ask for fame. if i ask for something, it would be respect for what im doing.

Yes, im not a mainstream freaking krystal and renamon titty furry fag artist, i do my own sheat. I draw Spy vs Spy, i draw Lemmings, i create games, i create music i love and like, i make pictures from me with a he-man wig, i do all the shit i want.

Im not born to be 1 single voice in the crowd, i want to be -A- voice in the crowd. Im not a fuqin yiff artist which creates OCS which get layed by nearly everything. i "create" figures which have a life and a romanic and like to tease and if they have a intim moment, it is a lovely one, not a rape one.

As for all my watchers here again, i say thanks and i want that all my watchers which actually read that, write me please a note.

write me a note with 3 details from my characters, 3 different ones, and why you like or love or how you know about this details. Just for the fun of it. I will read those notes and will add something in return IF i like them/they are correct since you guys are also worth it, you guys were the reasons i keep so long going and doing this and you deserve it.

4. OH BOY NOW COMES THE PART EVERYONE WAS WAITING FOR: "WHEN WILL BE STARVIXEN FOR FREE?!"

As i said, i QUOTE:

"WILL THE GAME BE FREE TO PLAY SINCE IM "A POOR BASTARD" AND CANT EFFORT IT RIGHT NOW!?

"Yes" but not right now."

Major look up two things here:

First i wrote yes with "" and i used the word "POOR BASTARD". Im actually thinking to release a so called "poor bastard edition" which makes the game very unfair next to the version my other people will get for free. HEY! i am in rage mode and, for real, creating a game which was normaly there to thank people got smashed with the question when it will be free, do you think such think feels good~?

Im srs here, i thought about to release the game very soon or at least as soon as i get the money i need. i got for sure now from this said single person a lot money and now i "could" say "the game will be for free". first, i think i wait a bit after all. Yes, the game is finished, just fixing some stuff here and there in the last days, but, like for real?

I think i will release the game for free, the full version (yes, i think it sure would be a dick move to create a "poor bastard edition"...but that doesnt mean i DONT keep it in mind~) at the end of next week or at least the end of this month, depending how thinks work out for me.

5. ART AND NEW STUFF.

Well, since noone really gives a crap about as long as i dont draw any known character, fuck it i say it anyways what im about to work on.

- Another picture with Lemina. i have something in mind which is just to cute.

- A cosplay picture with someone, i dont tell which cosplay~

- A Spy vs Spy picture i guess

- another Re-Drawn! picture

- The picture pose from Starvixen for Krystal (yea, "krystal tittys")

Anyways, what ever i would say now here, fuck it. who cares, right?

First of all, i know they were a lot problems about the link below the uploaded teaser pictures. The link was only there for a shorttime and doesnt really work anymore so i uploaded the fullsize picture here now too, to view it better for yourself and you know about what im talking about:

https://imgur.com/lYPHxNx

SOOOoooo well then.

About the game i guess:

Yes, It is basicly a pretty nice Shooter where you shot & avoid stuff which is basicly a 2D Starfox. Not with all the level stuff and different ways to choose but more a "the longer you play, the harder it gets" type of game - and yes, i really mean it gets really harder and harder.

You can choose where to begin. Easy begins really pretty "tame" with 1-2 enemy types wile "Hard" let you begin already a bit "forward" in the time-line were more and other enemys spawn.

Next to this, and i think this is for the most people the important part, If you shot enemys, you sure get points. Points are worth INGAME Money with a 100:1 Ratio (100 Points = 1 Money).

You will need this money to unlock the -50- (yes, 50) Cute and Sexy Adult pictures which you can find ingame.

---HOW DO I GET TO PLAY IT---

Long story short, in my latest journal, i said im in n-e-e-d of money for a new PC. Working on this game showed me already that my laptop is on the hard end to break down - i had to work several times on this game from GROUND UP coz my laptop wasn saving the datas, just said.

With that said, HOW DO YOU GET IT NOW?

Right now, i offer the game for a small price which think is ok to ask for. i think 10 Bucks are ok, if you spend more, sure why not.

HOW YOU CAN PAY FOR

FIRST of all: NOTE ME. I NEED your email adress

Donate me 2 Shinies on FA OR Send me the money directly on my paypal (i will give you the adress).

If i got your money, i will send you a download link to the game. it willl work only ONE-TIME. (the game is about 85 MB big).

I think its just fair to say, again, i really need some money and the game was not easy to create. I MIGHT make a small video for it so you can see its really a lot fun to play.

Thank you still in advance for your intresst into the game ^^

Some Questions!

WILL THE GAME BE FREE TO PLAY SINCE IM "A POOR BASTARD" AND CANT EFFORT IT RIGHT NOW!?

"Yes" but not right now.

MY PC SAYS ITS A VIRUS! OMG!

Tell your PC to shut the fuck up. I can for sure confirm its not a virus.

IS THE GAME SUPPOST TO BE "THAT" HARD?!

Yes, and no. At the beginning it is sure easy, later on it gets harder and harder but enemys appier to make it sure worth it.

Does the game has a END or is it a ENDLESS GAME???

BAAAAAASICLY it has a "END" but i dont tell. IF you will REACH it is another story but if you do, make a screenshot. i wanna see it. No shit, i REALLY wanna see it (its build in, trust me~).

NEW:

TEASER VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/hKX2G1_Qjgc

Look at the picture and read the story here below it!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32379694/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_ZlV9n7TfE

Uff...yea....as normal, i write another new journal like now nearly every month but this month, all i can really say is basicly i have no idea.

Im kinda srs here since i have neither a "good" idea i can talk about my artstuff - like ideas for pictures or like - nor other stuff which would have something to do with stuff im also doing - like games.

As for the artpart, i have "some" ideas in mind but not really any poses or "real" ideas for stuff more like "hm...i could try this". so not 100% worked out ideas where i say "boom baby i draw it!" more like "i could but i duno".

As for the games part, i began to work on a game already last month but i stopped working on it for now since i need some ideas the game i working on actually "works out well". As i said it is and will be a sequal to a game i already made but i have to work on a better working system before i actually can "call" it sequel and not just a "remake" or something.

Next to this, im missing a lot motivation since my last games i made pretty much ended nearly untouched - and that even after i putted a lot effort into them..

So right now, i have no clue what i will do. Steam Summer Sale is still running in the other hand and i got myself some games i enjoy (next to mario maker 2 for ma switch lol) but im often in the mood just sitting there doing nothing or relaxing. I really need some motivation to do "anything" <<;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3qZ05kW_go

Well time goes by and its time for another journal post to fresh up the older ones :>

So yea, as you might can guess, i got myself "Katana ZERO" for the switch and had myself a good (but way to short) time. Love the music and gameplay so if you enjoy fart (but hard) gameplay, you should give it a try, really worth playing, story is a bit confusing but enjoyable for sure :D

As for other stuff, the title pretty much gave you some hints, i might work on another game "soon". It might be a sequel to "Shade Runner" which would mean another erotic game~ it would be pretty much the same i guess just with another maze and, of course, other (and more~) sexy pictures hehe. As for another, "Real" game, i have one in mind, IF it works out as i want to. I dont wanna tell what it would be but it is also another sequel to a game i already made.

About my already existing games, Someone asked me if i could "count up" the games which you need to download from me and you cant play here in your browser (aka online). well ok, here a short list from my more, bigger games you have to download from gamejolt:

- Spy Vs Spy - The Fuse and Ms Fire Files

 2 Player O-N-L-Y game. A homage to the classic Spy Vs Spy game(s) from 1984 with sneaky gameplay, traps and humor :D

Current version: 1.22.0 (GOT A UPDATE TODAY! :D)

https://gamejolt.com/games/Spyvsspyremake/326304

- Underfoot

A 1 Player rouge-like game where you play as Lemming in the underground, trying to survive it, dig, collect money and find the way out of the caves.

Current version: 1.1.2

https://gamejolt.com/games/Underfoot/376242

- Shade Runner

A 1 Player Pac-man/X rally hybrit game in synthwave style and a furry erotic touch~

Current version: 1.0.6

https://gamejolt.com/games/Shade-runner/383341

- Project Bomberman 2

The follow up/sequel to my other bomberman game. better gameplay, rules and overall bigger & better~

Current version: 1.0.1

https://gamejolt.com/games/PB2/410821

Those are, so far, my 4 bigger games and sure worth trying ^^ all are free so dont worry about it hehe :D

So about my art, i sure have a LOT ideas comming up, huff! WAY to much to be honest hahah XD i just duno "how" i should draw them.

- I have some old pictures i want also to "re-draw" soon

- for sure a Spy Vs Spy one but i need a better pose for that

- maybe a furiotic? who knows~ :>

- A Shower picture oh yea~

- another cute picture with Lemina ^-

- IF WANTED, a lingere picture :>

So i hope ya all have a good day and if you have a question, leave a comment! ^-

For people who enjoyed my last simple erotic game and likes simple gameplay + a touch of furry erotic in general might enjoy my downloadable game "Shade Runner", which you can get here:

https://gamejolt.com/games/Shade-runner/383341

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtw5BDlDOpA

Ok i actually took some time for the journal since i didnt want to write it down to early nor to late, which it basicly is "now" X3 but hey its never to late to write a update ey?

So yea, whats new n stuff~

First of all im a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit worried about my laptop. its now not only getting old but i think i have to get a new one "soon". i dont say the old one makes now problems, not "big" ones at least, but lets say.....i can "hear" its getting old...

only problem: money. i dont have the money to get myself a new one tbh and i duno how i should get the money in the first place <<; which might be a big problem...

About life, well, i try to help my family here a bit more since my dad still has his problems and my mother actually needs a operation at her knee since her knee is heavyly damaged. So this also keeps me "busy", helping inside and outside the house and keeping stuff running.

Artwise, i got myself new gelpens, Pilot V5 Hi-Tecpoint Tintenroller (thanks @ cartoonwolf), since my older ones i used are pretty much...well....empty. Those are actually good so far, now i only hope they dont fuck up after i use rubber on them (for cleaning up the paper from the pencil sketch).

I sure have also some ideas i will draw in the "near" future, one of them is already in work but this time, i dont actually tell what i will draw, for now.

I also got asked about my teased "big project" or if the game i was working on was this said project.

First, no, it wasnt.

Second, Well as i said i sure HAVE the idea and i might work on it or not, which is the problem, it will take a LOT time and i would work on it for a long long time and would maybe draw this project only. So i duno still.

About the said game, im a bit disappointed that it is pretty much sitting in the dust right now, pretty less downloads or views (namely the Project bomberman 2 one).

This is also a reason why i really lose motivation to work on any game.

If its to small - noone looks at it or plays it for long

if its to big - noone downloads it or views it anyways

the only thing people look at if i would write "POOOOOOOORN!!!!" on it in big letters - looking back at my already created 2 small ero-snap games or "Shade runner" which got already over 1k views and lots of downloads, thinking about its basicly nothing more then a synthwave-pac-man game...

So yea, i will see if i "will" work on a new game but that for sure another day and if it would be for sure another sequal to one of my other games - and i sure hope its also playable viva browser. If not, well people still can download it anyways.

So yea, thats all for now. wish ya all the best and hope you do this for me as well ^^