https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7ilSSI68FQ

Well the next month is knocking on the door and comes in with the name February~

With that in mind, its Lemmings month! Yes, this month will be again a full month full of lemmings and their 30th anniversary! YES! This is very special for the Lemmings series and so i thought i do, again, a full month just Lemmings art ^^

IDEAS (Poses and like) are welcome for the Abilitys from the main game! AKA:

Basher

Miner

Digger

Climber

Floater

Blocker

Bomber

Builder

So if you have "ideas" for Lemmings for this abilitys (and poses n stuff), leave a comment ^^

ANOTHER THING i finally wanna get done is my game Daredevil 2 and this time, im REALLY looking for help. I need someone who would help me out with sprites for bosses of the sizes of about 96x128 (around this size). I REALLY wanna try to finally finish this game, its way to long put on hold now. Basicly, what IS missing and where i need help:

IMPORTANT STUFF

- Shop menu

The shop is not done yet but pretty much all "for" it is already build in like counters, stats, money.

- "Game Over"

Enemies cant kill you right now since there is no game over. this is pretty easy done and im sure i can do that as soon as the shop is done

- Bosses

This is the point i need help with. I can design the boss stages and rooms but as for sprites, i NEED someone who would help me with it. I would sure add you in the credits for it. Since it will be a free game (keep that in mind...) it would be nice if you could help me "for free". i know this sounds like im begging right now but, again, its a free game and i work with what i get.

ADDITIONAL STUFF (stuff which is extra BUT not "needed" to finish the game)

- Game over- Stats

A stats screen what killed you how often and what you killed how often. stuff like. I think it would suit the game pretty well to have a stat screen.

- Art for the game

Actual art from the characters of the game which i might add/draw another day for the game. Sure, i go with retro style stuff but hey, i have something in mind~

So again, it would be nice if you know someone or ARE the "someone" who would help me out with the boss sprites. I would explain them what i have in mind and what they should create. i can only offer them to add them in the credits, of course, and link their art/pages in the game IF its (ever) done.

Again, Daredevil 2 is a great project from me so far and i really wanna finish it. its, so far, my biggest game yet and i dont wanna leave it hanging in the dust... :c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNTaVTMoNTk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAyloYDPoCs

If you might read some discriptions from my latest pictures i was very down and was really close to give myself and stuff i do up. I still dont feel "super well" since i still have some problems with my right eye, my leg and sure other health problems and alike.

Still, after a longer talk with some friends, closer watchers and people which enjoy my art, i tried to pull myself together and say, i stay for a bit and keep what i like to do.

So no, i dont leave, not yet at least.

As for this years plans...i duno! i dont care tbh and leave everything comming up to me at this rate.

I have some art ideas i wanna keep up drawing and doing.

Since years now, im a very big fan from retrowave, synthwave and neon styled stuff. I drawn a picture called "Blighted by the light" which already counts as one of thebest pictures from me last year. Maybe its not so special for you guys since, its a normal and cute picture, not much sexual, but as for me its really nice.

With that said, i got myself some synthwave music (or "styled" music) and i try to keep on drawing and testing this style a bit further like i did with my latest picture. Sure i keep drawing erotic as well, MAYBE even in said style, not sure yet.

I actually work already on a picture which will get this style as well, which is based on this music piece~

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFhU6U3HR4c

So yea. Thats one thing i gona try: working on a special 80´s styled, synthwave style. As for other ideas, next month, Lemmings will turn actually 30 and i SURE WILL draw something for that.

Another thing i finally wanna give a go is trying commissions for you guys. Im not sure if i can offer a "good price" for a picture from me but i think 20-25$ sounds fine and fair right?

SO yea, if you want a picture drawn from me, i try to open commission soon IF people WOULD want a picture from me (please leave a comment below if you would like one).

Hope so far everyone had a good slide into the new year and lets hope it will be better than 2019 - coz by now im sure we all can agree the last year didnt exist ok?

Well its just some mins past midnight here in germany so its time to say happy new year 2021 from my side. Lets just hope it will be better than...well...LAST YEAR...

Some days ago i posted a voice clip (or linked it) and you could pretty much hear (and read below - its still online just said) how i felt like.

Today i had a small talk with a friend of mine and with his permission (after i blur him out of course), i wanna show you the talk which pretty much shows the struggle i have with the "worthy" side of posting stuff of my art(and anything else) or not. Its long but if you wanna understand me, you should really read it if you have the time for. its really something to chew on, just warn you here.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/440855251377979403/792827921948737557/chattalk.png

comments would be "nice" about that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HkJHApgKqw

Go please there, listen and read: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39812675/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFhU6U3HR4c

First im a bit sorry if im already a bit to late for my monthly journal but than it doesnt seem like a lot care anyway. With that out of the window...

Well yea,, we are on the final stretch of the year and oh boi, what a year it was, right?

As for plans and stuff whichi had, finished and did NOT finish..and some "future projects"...well

First, i think back in february, the Lemmings month was for me really fun to do even if people gave a crap about it for the most of the time. Next year, i gona do actually the same since 2021, Lemmings actually turn 30 so if that isnt a year for them to celebrate i duno. I like lemmings, yes, judge me for it XD but than, i mean why not? They are cute little characters and even the original creator(s) from Lemmings said they have a lot potentional.

HONEST THING HERE, i was actually about to create a game for the Lemmings month but since my last game i made - and the next would actually be a better sequal to it - with Lemina, namely "Underfoot" - got nearly to no attention or feedback, i hold myself back doing it - mostly i think for the better.

As we got into the topic of "games", there is still Daredevil 2 which im not able to finish. I normaly thought ok i can finish it this year and NORMALY was my intention to finish it at least till my birthday...well i cant and thats a real bummer. What i need is some help from someone who WOULD help me working on game sprites and yes, this is basicly really ALL whats holding me back finishing it. the code is pretty much done, i just need to add the shop, how the bosses work, end screen and maybe a working savefile but else everything is done. weapons are working, enemys are working, powerups are working, title is working, got music and stuff like - JUST this dang boss sprites will hold me bak to finish it which is a bummer tbh.

As for the game i actually began this year, "Dungeon of fear", it still is a bummer that i lost the build since the virus attack i had but i came over it - sure a shame but still.

As for another game i tried to work on it would be "Erowave", an indirect sequal to "Starvixen". Already here i think people dont pay it much attention since "there is no Krystal in the title or like" - I mean if i would build Erowave just like "Starvixen" im sure people would ask me already when it comes out but right now, it seems more like people shrug it off than anything else.

The idea behind Erowave is already a thing i had in mind since eastertime this year but i didnt began with the work since i need, again, help from Faly Breen which has this year a very bad year so it seems.

Money wise she was able to barely effort gifts for Xmas this year (so at least she told me) and she is right now unemploied coz of the Covid-19 situation.

Said that, the calendar she created for next year gets again BARELY any attention. Yes, you have to pay for it but, again, its "just" 5 bucks. how many of you support a artist ALL THE TIME on patreon and pay EVERY MONTH there 5 bucks, just said here. The calendar would only be at least 5 bucks ONES and, as for it is, Faly put really a lot effort into it.

And you wanna hear how low attention the calendar got so far? Its only sold ONES so far. O.N.E.S.

So maybe you can read it already that this year was sure kinda fun to do since i tried to get myself (and others) busy but it seems like all the effort went into limbo, not worth the effort after all. I really play more and more with the idea to give up and "give a crap" about it. I mean, today i uploaded on FA a new ID which pretty much shows how i feel as well since i try to do something "on my own" put the mainstream of people do the thing they always do and just put out the usual stuff EVERYONE is doing. Im getting not only tired of it but slowly grow sick of it. I even thought about to "unwatch" some people because it seems like even those i watch tend to draw and use only known characters. Do you know how sick im getting if you see like a picture from krystal like 8 times a day? I mean, if you follow my new ID i uploaded on FA, i would have make over 100 bucks already, JUST for today.

Anyways, im sorry that i rented there a bit but it had to be said. I still wish you all a good winter and xmas (or what ever youre celebrating) time this year. I just wish i could do and help more but i feel like all im doing, all the effort ends in limbo anyway.

Yes, as said last journal Faly was working hard for this years Calendar and i helped her, as always, again to give it some special touches.

WHAT DO YOU GET

This time, Faly added some VERY special (and naughty~) bundles with the calendar. So you will get:

2 full calendar versions for 2021

- One 12+1 pages full SFW calendar

- One 12 +1 pages full NSFW calendar

(the +1 is the Title!)

- A special "Thanks" Picture from Faly

- Clean Photos without calendar months or censors to enjoy

2 BONUS BUNDLES!

- Krystals special self meeting: A series of 30 adult pictures from our beloved Space vixen which ends up meeting herself~ (F/solo, F/F)

- Klonoas special dream cave adventure: A series 26 adult pictures from our adventure cat (yes, Klonoa is a cat) which seems like to enjoy a special cave of her own~ (R63 F/solo)

HOW DO YOU GET THE CALENDAR

The price of this full bundle will be, at least, 5$. Here the infos how you get it now:

- Leave a comment HERE below this journal if you wanna get a copy of the Calendar and stuff.

- Send me a PERSONAL NOTE and how much you WANT to donate and sending me your paypal adress (just to check it if it is the right one) - (at least 5$ but again, if you wanna help more for future products like more shootings or full videos, youre sure welcome to donate more ^^)

- I will answer you asap (give me some time~) and give you my paypal adress

- AFTER i got the money, i will give you a link to download the bundle

- Enjoy!

Said here, FEEDBACK IS ALWAYS WELCOME. Also, all money will be donated to Faly after the sale is over of course. She will need the money for future products, fotos and maybe even full videos~ :3

We already hope you enjoy the stuff!

IF YOU WANNA SOME NAUGHTY TEASERS, ENJOY THEM HERE! :D

Faly was again working on something and as far as i saw it, i can see its really great this time!

So with that said, like last year, Faly created herself a VERY special Calendar for 2021.

The price is, like last year, 5$ at least and you will get high quallity pictures (and content for sure~) for the said price.

It seems like the calendar isnt "fully done" YET but Faly told me already i should tell what you guys will get :D

CONTENT SO FAR WILL BE:

12 Calendar pictures SFW + Title

12 Calendar pictures NSFW + Title

Clean Photoshots (SFW + NSFW) without calendar datas on them

+ BONUS BUNDLE: Krystals special self-meeting (30 Picture collection of Teaseful and NSFW F/Solo F/F pictures)

+ a Thank you letter

Thats all SO far but i know Faly wanted to add something more. So if youre interested again, like last year, this is how it works:

- Write me a comment here below that you want the calendar (and extras) and send me a PERSONAL NOTE after that with how much you would donate.

- If i got the note, i will try to answer asap to give you my paypal adress and you send me the money to it.

- If my paypal tells me that it got your money, i will send you a link to download the files

With that said, if youre already interested, leave a comment below so that i know. I will open another journal as soon as the "full" calendar is done.