https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8Upzye9Ctw

Ok lets talk games.

As of late, i made together the small erotic breakout for october with Faly together and it seems like people enjoy it... for what it is i mean.

Thing is, i kinda wanted to create something of my "own" again. Some kind of "gameplay" which was not "there" before - or at least not to similar.

Looking at what i tried to come up with and pulled up with my games so far, a lot where either reimagens, own takes on games already existed or mash-ups between games which also already existed. I mean i dont say most of my games are bad but i think some of them could use a little more "umpf", so to say.

I mean, basically, So far, the only "own" idea i had was with "+Minus" which is already ages old and only "playable" on my FA account - and since flash is dead i dont think it works anymore.

Said here, I had already the idea to "remake" +Minus one day since, being honest, i loved the flow of the game which was fast and hard arcade styled - and i wanna make it playable again since, as i said, flash is dead.

Though, i need new musics for it since i think i didnt had the "full" permission to use said 2 tracks i used back than for it. i know i had the permission for ONE of the songs but i srsly duno which of the ones it was, sadly.

But thats not all.

As of late, i also got the idea to create a new gameplay mix which should be somewhat between X-Rally meets bomberman, basically. Something fun and also fast to play. I dont know when i work on it since, as it is right now, its just an idea...

And than there is the "backlock" with games i still have to finish which is, yes i know, Freaking "Daredevil 2". God, yes, i know, i wanna finish it and i should go on with it because as i said so often, its basically nearly done since only some stuff is missing like the bosses and some shop stuff, a gameover screen and stuff like. I WANT to finish it and i will finish it for sure, its just a lot work for me to create bosses, saying it here.

So yea, i will see what i will do in the near future "game creation"-wise since i got some ideas. IF you have ideas or games you want me to make a sequal or remake or similar, just leave me a comment :3

As of late, Faly (my friend Faly Breen which did as sample the 3D SL pictures for the latest game and sure a lot others she shared with us~) has a bit of a ruff time. Her RL makes her some problems and she barely has any free time.

I thought i wanna make her a present somehow but than, as of right now, my "state of living" isnt good either with my health problems, my mom i basically play "nurse" for and my money i have which is also not very much tbh.

So my idea was that i try to get her a nice gift somewhat. I already got some money saved on me but it would be nice if people which enjoy her stuff might donate for her gift as well. I thought about something nice since its also her birthday comming up soon - 20th october it is.

So if you would donate a bit for a nice gift for her, it would be nice to send it to me directly (send me a note pls if you wanna send it me viva paypal directly!) or viva my Ko-FI donation.

Again, it would be for her, not for me this time and sure for a nice gift somewhat. It srsly would be nice to sweeten up her time a bit.

My KO-FI

https://ko-fi.com/watheanum

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4UMWpahQm0

As i said in my last journal, i might be on hiatus with my uploads on my art accounts - that doesnt mean im still working on the background on my said project for next month. In fact, im getting pretty good forward with it but i doubt i will be done when it is time for it which isnt hard for me but im glad i began pretty early so i had the time to finish at least "nearly everything" for it. Again, if you think a bit longer you might know what im working on, artwise, for said next month.

Said here, I also got to a small conclusion:

I change my watermark.

Over the years, my watermark was this darkish-tribunal-logo i ones created years and years ago. if you dont know what im talking about, its best seen on those pictures (for a sample):

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/1723268/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/1212393/

So yea, as you can see on those pictures - and check the upload date - the logo was growing on me. In fact, it war SO much grown in me that i made myself Rings with the logo on it. A friend of mine go a copy with said logo on it and i have somewhere my ring with said logo on it.

Still, since i dont wear the ring anymore nor do i think i need, over all this years, a change, i thought about i will go back to my more traditional watermark which is my actual "W.A." signatur i left on my traditional pictures. So with that said, you will see a watermark change in the new pictures just that you know.

Another thing is that as of late i play some more switch games like splatoon 3 or others. I duno why but i enjoy this one way more than the other 2 splatoons for what ever reason (even if some weapons are still BADLY balanced...like super bad...).

What else am i doing?

Well, i got myself now a person which helps me with my mental-/healthstate. She comes ones a week over now and helps me with said stuff. Infact: Last week i went to my family doctor with her and Its now a fact: Im not able to work in my health- NOR mental state as the situation right now is. I dont really feel "bad" about it since i know i needed help but than, this means stuff will change here soon in my RL. How, i duno exactly but so far its nice that i get the help i really really needed.

As for other stuff, Welp, i need to get my artstuff done and if that is done, i try to go back doing something else. not sure what though.

HERE SAID: Are their any wishes of pictures i should draw soon? I also saw that i basically didnt draw O N E furiotic this year, i might need to "change" that soon hahaha X3 again, if people sure want i mean~

Else, what ever is new, what ever you like to comment, leave one and i try my best to answer hahaha ^^

Stay tuned! :D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCn_PGXaee0

As you might noticed if you watch my art, i slowed a bit down with my stuff i do because as of right now, i try to draw only if i "really want to" and not because i "have to" anymore. This of course slows down my progression a bit and, as you might saw, actually makes my pictures look a bit better since i work on my style a bit, poses and ideas which overall should look nice at the end - and so far im proud of the last pictures i did and the style updates.

With that said though, I will take a hiatus around September - J U S T for uploading art.

This means: I still DO draw art in September but not uploading it on my accounts for reasons. To hint it a bit: "What im drawing right now isnt fitting this month."

I still do show the art around some different discords im member from - so you can call it "exclusive" if you want for that part :P - but only because said discords (ex. one) are more or less privat ones from friends or like. ALSO: if the time comes (which will be around next month...) i sure will upload the drawn pictures. AGAIN: i dont wanna upload them here on my accounts in the open -YET- because they dont fit the theme.

Else, im right now "ok". my mental state is kinda ok. Im getting now some help ones a week and i have to work things out around my place so right now, their are not a lot problems. My mom is also ok, still needs aid per day but shes getting better by each day. Im still sad my dog died a month ago and that my dead dads birthday will come soon and we all still miss him.

Anyways, So far i cant complain so again: im on a hiatus for THIS month. I will come back with art next month! Stay tuned! :D

Hear me out people~

As of late, if you follow me at least mostly on my DA account, I have the feeling that im, for the most people, the literal evil spawn of "that guy" and "Karen" in one person because i have a honest vain and i tackle topics which most people avoid or dont even wanna talk about because they created themselves something like an "opinion" which is mostly destroyed if "my person" comes into the game - and it mostly ends up with me being called out as, kindly said, "asshole" and getting banned for said "bad thing" i did.

And yes, as of late, i should begin to write a record book who already banned me for several ODD reasons - and trust me, some of such "conversations" are worthy telling if not just for the "facepalm" factor and not because i want my "revenge" and wanna "nameshame" people or something similar (a reason why i cant count up names on some pages i write this journal anyway lol).

As i said, im a honest person. People which follow me see my opinions as of state and that i mostly even "explain" them - like as for a short good sample why its against the law to use copyrighted content for your own pockets. Again, i could write down STORIES like such, people would shake their heads and see "such stories" not only from my side but from the side of people they "think" they might be only, ahem, "complaining", "that guys" or "karens" for them...

AGAIN: this is JUST a thought but at times like this, i really thought about to write that all down, It would be for sure something of an "long therm project" since i have to work it out in english, which is not my main mother language if you still dont know~, and sure need someone to help working the "ruff corners" over (but i guess i already know someone for that tbh...hehehe).

So yea, would you love to read some srs ironic and sadistic sarcasim stories about someone who gets banned because he uses his brain for ones~? XD Leave a comment! :3

As i was saying yesterday in my other journal, i was worried we might got corona in our house and yea...

Me and my mom are tested positive.

We both have, basically, the same symptoms.

I never left home and we always cared to avoid to get corona - even we dont know HOW we got it since shes all the time at home because shes sitting in a wheelchair and im helping her. we barely get people from outside in, if its not one of her nursing persons which we think it was one of them - said here we dont know nor do we have any "proof".

So in short: yes, we have corona and i hope we actually cure through. Our family doctor knows already and its said that we have to stay at home for the rest of this week (which we would have done anyway).

Just give me the strengh that we get through this...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deR1B-bAwBo

Since some months, i didnt talk much. I normally write like every month a longer journal about my "situation" and "what i am doing".

The problem is...since months now, the situation i am here at the moment isnt..."good".

- It began around mid june where my mom went to hospital and came back from it after being a week in there. Shes now in need of nursing staff/persons. The come now over here 2 times a day but barely do anything if im honest - so im basically playing the said nursing person as well for my mom...which i cant do. Im not a person which learned such stuff nor am i mental "able" to do that which creates a lot stress for me - in fact, in the last weeks i had a lot blackouts and felt pretty much "left alone" from my so called "big family" aka my brothers and sisters...

- As of late, im now getting myself, so i hope, some help for myself. Someone which "knows how to handle such situations" will come now every ones in a week to our home and helps me (and the situation as whole) to handle this situation better. Again, it creates to much stress for me that i barely have time to actually relax.

- As for the last DAYS, i actually feel sick and now, im worried it actually COULD be corona...because my brother came back from work today and was actually ORDERD to test himself. hes dizzy, has some fever and hes caughing because of so much snort - like me. The problem is: I dont know were i got it from nor he does (he doesnt live with us adding that here and i barely leave the house because i have to help my mom). So i hope i will feel better soon...

With that said, i will try to come back with art soon "somewhat". Its not that i dont want to draw anything anymore but you have to know that i have to "feel well" for it. I mostly only, if i have the time for, sit here and play a bit to get my mind somewhere else - gladly some friends help me with that.

but than there is another thing...

Our Dog, Timmi, will tomorrow walk is last walk. He got old but as of the last days, he stopped eating and drinks only barely something. He is barely able to walk anymore and if i actually have to help him with stairs and like - even breathing is barely doable for him so that i had to call an animal doctor today which is able to do "this job", sadly. He was a good dog and right now, we give him some good last hours...

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So here said: i cant promisse anything here right now. I might even take a break (could be short, could be long) from art for a wile since the situation im in right now is not really good...I HAVE already one picture in WIP, which i might finish soon, but than that might be it for a wile, no promisses given here...

Just wish me some luck please that all will turn out well at the end...i hate to have always this fucking pain...

Yeaa...basically my screen just went dead today and right now im using my tv as replacement which is rather suboptimal (trust me).

I need some money to basically replace it, better sooner than later, so i can actually go back to work and do stuff.

It REALLY would be nice if you can help me with a small donation so that i get at least some money together to get my replacement soon ^^;

so in case you would be so kind, i have a Ko-Fi for which you can use to donate to me

https://ko-fi.com/watheanum

OR ask me for my paypal if that helps you more helping me more

thanks in advance for the help from everyone, every little bit srsly helps!

Some days ago Krezz Karavan, a good friend from a friend (and a known Furry artist for the fandom so it seems) passed away. Right now, i try to help a good old friend of mine to spread the word.

So if you are so kind, please help and go here:

https://inkbunny.net/j/455873-bbmbbf-krezz-karavan-gofundme-campaing

...Are people getting stupid or grown idiotic?

Like, everyone forsaw this. EVERYONE knew that Diablo immortal will suck and will be riddled with microtransactions - And the moment the game came out 2 weeks ago, we all were right because it IS how people predicted it.

But guess what.

"Diablo Immortal Has Reportedly Made $24 Million on Mobile in Its First Two Weeks"

https://www.mmorpg.com/news/diablo-immortal-has-reportedly-made-24-million-on-mobile-in-its-first-two-weeks-2000125316

Yes. It seems like people still complain about the game but basically put money into it anyway...

...Do you guys know what double standards even ARE? It means you complain about something but do it basically ANYWAY. As sample, if people complain about how bad Diablo Immortal -IS- and that its all to expensive and riddled with microtransaction you just CANT be that foolish and PLAY the game AND put THOUSENDS of dollars IN.SAID.GAME.

Sometimes, i can srsly only smash my head on the table if you read stuff like that...